I looked at the mirror at myself and just wondered what in the world was he doing here? I cried for a little bit as Heidi came in.
"LC what is wrong hun?" Heidi asked.
"Its my ex boyfriend." I said.
"Wait is he here?" She asked.
"Its Devin Setoguchi." I said wiping my tears from my eyes.
"You dated Devin?" She said.
"Yeah, he was my high school sweetheart for 4 years in High School, he thought his career was more important than I was, We had sex before he left and he left the next morning with not even a note to say goodbye." I said.
"He broke your heart. I am so sorry." She said.
"I have to face him some time, at least Logan will be there with me." I said.
"True, I say lets go back out there and face him together." She said.
"Thank you so much Heidi for this, I just needed to tell someone." I said.
"Its no problem. Anytime you need anyone please tell me, I am here for you." She said as I got up and hugged her.
We walked out as Logan waited outside the door for me to come out.
"Baby are you ok?" He asked as he hugged me.
"I am." I said.
"I was so worried about you." He said as he kissed me.
"I am good. Thank you for worrying." I said as we headed back to the table.
Devin stood up and smiled at me. I barely smiled at him as I sat down as Devin sat next to me. I was more than uncomfortable sitting next to him, but I dealt with it.
"LC, its good to see you." He said.
"Yeah, you too." I said to him as I talked to Logan.
"You OK tonight baby?" Logan asked.
"Yeah, I am fine. What are you going to get?" I asked him.
"The Steak with potatoes and a salad." He said.
"I want the same but do you want to split the salad?" I asked.
"Baby, of course." He said as I put my head on his shoulder.
We ordered our food as the waitress came back with the salads. Logan and I split the salad and Devin couldn't stop looking at me. Dinner came around as we ate our food. We finished up as some of us headed back to Ryane's house. We headed back into the car as some of the guys were coming back with us.
"Hey, are you mad at me?" Logan asked.
"No way baby, I could never be mad at you." I said.
"What is up? You were acting strange tonight." He said.
"Well , do you remember I told you about the ex boyfriend who left me laying in a bed who thought his career was more important than me? That I dated for 4 years in High School?" I asked.
"Yeah what about him?" He asked.
"Well that guy I had dated was Devin." I said.
"Devin Seto?" He asked.
"Yeah, I never thought I would see him again.." I said.
"Wow." He said.
"Please don't be mad , this was a long time ago. I remembered how badly he broke my heart and I was upset at first to see him again, but then I realized I have a great man who is sitting out there waiting for me." I said.
"Baby, Don't worry about it. I am going to support you and still continue to adore you no matter what. My life isn't complete without you in it and I am going to fight for you no matter who is fighting against me. You are so much worth fighting for and I will never ever think that my career is more important than you, both my career and you are my life."
"How in the world did I get blessed with the most understanding and amazing boyfriend in the world?" I asked as Heidi and Ryane laughed.
"We got lucky to have the best men in our life who appreciate us." Heidi said as we laughed.
We got back to the house as I felt better telling Logan about Devin and our past. We walked into the house as I grabbed Logan's arm and pulled him upstairs to have a little one on one time.
"Finally some alone time." He said as he kissed me and kissed me.
"I know, please tell me you are staying tonight with me." I said.
"I live here too." He said as I kissed him.
"Lets get out there to the Jacuzzi and relax, then later we can have some fun." I said as I wrapped my arms around him.
"Ohh baby I missed you so much." He said.
"I missed you too." I said as we both changed quickly into our bathing suits.
My Bathing Suits:
I got ready and made our way down to the jacuzzi area. Devin looked stunned to see my body had filled out from my breasts to my ass with a tiny stomach. He knew he could've had this once, but he chose his career over everything else. Logan and I headed into the Jacuzzi with Ryane and Heidi.
"So LC when did you get that tattoo?" Heidi asked.
"Oh right after High school, I got a two roses on my neck area." I said loudly so Devin can hear us.
"Oh wow, I got mine a few months back." Heidi said.
"Nice. What is it?" I asked.
"I got a shark right on my top shoulder blade." She said showing me.
"Wow, that is amazing work." I said as she smiled.
"Beer?" Devin said interrupting us.
"No thanks." I said still giving him the cold shoulder.
He went to sit back down as I kissed Logan. He kissed me back as I smiled. I got up and out of the pool as I headed to change. Logan wanted to keep swimming. I walked in as Devin followed me inside.
"Can we just talk?" He asked.
"No, you lost that right to talk when you left me that morning in bed without even a note goodbye." I said walking into my room.
"I am sorry, I really wish I could take that back. Every day I think about you and what we had, now you can't even talk to me." He said.
"Nope, I gave you 4 years of my life during High School, you apparently chose your career over me." I said.
"I know, I want to take that back so badly." He said.
"You can't undo what is already been done and I am not going to make that mistake again.." I said.
"Do you love me?" He asked.
"Of course I always will, you were my high school sweetheart, my best friend, but that guy turned ugly when he left. I can't forgive you ever." I said.
"Can you try?" He said looking at me.
"Maybe in the future, but right now I can't even look at you without wanting to cry." I said.
"I am sorry. I really am for everything that I made you feel this way and just remember how much I always will love you and this isn't the end of me trying to get you back with me." He said as he walked out of my room and closed the door.
I changed immediately as I sat down. What was I going to do? My ex won't stop trying to get me back and my current boyfriend Logan who is amazing to me was going to get sent back to AHL... I immediately changed and into my clothes as Logan came up to change as well.
I jumped into bed as Logan did as well.
"I am sorry that I have to go to AHL. I am going to miss you so much. I will call you as soon as I land tomorrow." He said.
"I am going to miss you too." I said as he kissed me.
"Good night baby." He said as he hugged me.
"Good night." I said.